House

I'm housesitting at my mum's tonight, sitting at my laptop with a dog at my feet and a cat half on my lap...it's rather nice. I'm out in the country somewhat but with a couple of neighbors around. I'm not used to the silence at night or such complete darkness without street lamps like at my house. I had forgotten how much I enjoyed being alone, like living alone. I always think that I am going to get lonely but really I think that I only begin to feel lonely when I start dwelling on it...or if I feel that I have no place else that I could be and nobody to be there with. But this, this is rather peaceful. Unfortunately I have to go back up to school in the morning, but will be back in a couple of days to have the house to myself again, yay! This would be a wonderful opportunity to write more of a novel...if I didn't have that stupid project to write for school. School ruins everything lol.

Sailor Part IV

I don't remember him taking off his clothes, or my pants and bra, what I do recall was that I looked up and David was kissing my body as he slowly rolled the lacy black thong down my legs. As soon as my legs were free from it I rolled on up and pushed Boo down on the bed with me straddling him, I looked at his beautiful eyes for a moment and kissed him roughly.
The more I kissed him the more I became aware that Boo had moved up his hand and now had gently pushed two fingers into me. In and out he moved them, I heard myself moan involuntarily as we continued to kiss. My moans trapped by his hungry lips. His other hand now rested on my bare breast, grabbing handfuls and tugging on the hard nipple.
I couldn't take it anymore. I snapped.
Rolling off like a quick little kitty I went to his cock. It was so hard, and beautiful...

Utopian Mind

Is there really anything as beautiful as two people who love eachother sharing a perfect moment? An intimate moment thousands of miles away? One in day and the other in night. Both expressing there feelings to the other in ways only they know, with words only they understand. Their feelings for eachother served up like an offering to eachother. Lovers and strangers together as one for these brief moments. Longing for more the very second the first is over. Their senses heightened by the very existance of the one who makes these senses worth having.

Matt

My dearest Matthew,
I love you.
You soften my heart.
You are so kind.
I read your words, or in this case you NIN lyrics and something in me clicks.
I read your words of pain and it becomes my pain and I feel so helpless
You make me feel beautiful.
You are so full of courage and humility.
Your timid nature intrigues me.
There are songs that I hear that make me think of you and it never fails to bring a smile to my face.
I've come to realize you are a good influence on me, though I know you would never take credit for such a thing lol.
Do not be disheartened, though you are in pain
because you are loved, and appreciated, and great things will come to you.
You have a special place in my heart.
Sincerely, Nicole

Sailor Part III

Last night had been amazing, after spending the day with David we came back to our hotel room to watch a movie and cuddle. Problem was, there was a bottle of vodka in that hotel room...with my name on it. I was excited. Vodka, clean sheets, freshly shaved legs, and my hot sailor. I was as happy as a fat kid at a KFC buffet. David told me he had got the liquor on his way to the hotel the day before, just in case lol.
Step 1: open vodka
Step 2: add soda pop
Step 3: drink sailor under the table
We drank and talked and giggled. it was as if we had been together forever, so comfortable was I.
As always when I partake in adult beverages I began to feel rather warm, I removed my shirt and watched my Boo as he ran his eyes over me now in a low cut tight black cami. "Wow Boo, you're so sexy." His eyes never leaving my rack as he spoke. I giggled, I could feel my liquid courage and my lust telling me that David was overdressed...I agreed wholeheartedly. "You look, you should take your shirt off..." His eyes met mine and he smiled, it made me tingly.
I moved closer to him until I stood over him while he still sat in the chair. "Let me help you with that dear." My hands gently tugged his shirt up over his head. "Boo are you tipsy too?" I asked, "Oh yeah" was his only response. I laughed and walked back to the bed, "come over here, do you know that we still haven't really kissed? Well I want to, I don't wanna wait anymore..." he gave me a devilish smile that made me tingle even more and got up and over to the bed.
Without further delay my hands went to his face and slowly our lips met...
It was like a good dream you're afraid you may suddenly wake up from and be pissed about. The world was perfect then, I could smell him all around me and he tasted like strawberry vodka. Finally he pulled away and we sat looking at eachother, smiling. This smiling at eachother only lasted a minute though, since its hard to smile at someone when you have started kissing them again with some amount of gusto...

School

I am so sick of school. It just annoys me now that I have to waste all of my own time outside of class to study the shit that they "teach" me in class, I don't give a shit IN class while you are talking about it, what makes you think I need to study it OUTSIDE of class?.... Answer: I don't care lol. It's boring and it's a waste of my youth to sit inside at this desk for this much time reading over crap that I don't even know i'll use when I get out into the "real world"....and that's my rant.

*mIss mIsfIt*