Monday, April 27, 2009

Lone Ranger

When my roomate first moved out I thought for sure that I would get lonely here all by myself, and I see now that I was most certainly wrong. I love living by myself, I am not sure if it's just because I know that it is only for a limited amount of time, or because it has some definate benefits lol.
I realize that this has been a wonderful experience for me, and it has made me see a lot of things about myself, I believe I have grown from it all.
Suddenly I see that I am "self-sufficient", I don't need anybody to go shopping with me, if I want to go then I go. I don't need anybody to go get groceries with me, if I need them I go get them. I don't have someone to just fall back on and am now forced slightly out of my comfort zone and made to do things with other friends, and to volunteer with people I don't even know.
I am getting my shit done, and taking care of my business, something I did before but not nearly on the same level as now.
It is very very liberating, knowing that yes, I can do this.