Rubber Duck

Its almost Easter...I hope the Easter Bunny brings me a rubber duckie vibrator in my Easter basket this year! (yes they make such a thing)...although its unlikely since my Mom is my Easter Bunny. That was actually a good thing when I was a kid though because if it would have been my Dad I wouldn't have gotten jack shit but jellybeans...

Ahoy matey, the waters are rising

I think I may be in over my head a bit
bit off more than I can continue to chew, it's fine for now but eventually ill have to spit out the piece of gum ive been chewing and eat the dinner that I have been waiting for forever and have already told I would eat...I realize that none of this makes any sense to the outside observer but I know what i'm talkin about. And what i'm talkin about is me trying to balance. It all boils down to Mr. Right and Mr. Right Now.
I love Right and am not sure I have any right to get involved with Right Now, but I do like Right Now...and what if I cast him aside only to find out that things were not as they were supposed to be with Right, then I have lost both.
Why the hell do I always have problems like this? lol
I selfishly want Right Now to fall hopelessly in love with me as he has never done with anyone before, but on the other hand i'm not entirely sure that I can return that kind of love because my heart belongs to Right.
I can only hope that Right Now will realize his homosexuality thats down there and realize he loves men...then all will be spared, I think lol.
I also feel guilty for having Right Now because Right doesn't know about him and I know that I would be severely crushed if I knew Right was entertaining another lady so far away from me.
So what to do, what to do...
I've chosen the ignore it and it will take care of itself path, while concentrating on school and myself. I don't want to hurt Right Now, but even as I study I can't help but think about a wedding with Right.

~MisS FucKeD-uP MissFiT lol

Jeffrey's Girl

Jeffrey is a friend
Yeah I know he's been a good friend of mine
But lately somethings changed, it ain't hard to define
Jeffrey's got himself a girl and I wanna make her mine
And she's watching him with those eyes
And she's loving him with that body I just know it
And he's holding her in his arms late late at night, you know I wish that I had
Jeffrey's girl, I wish that I had Jeffrey's girl
Why can't I find a woman like that
I play along with the charade, there doesn't seem to be a reason to change
You know I feel so dirty when they start talkin cute, I wanna tell her that
I love her but the point is probably mute cuz
She's watchin him with those eyes
And she's loving him with that body I just know it
And he's holding her in his arms late late at night, you know I wish that I had
Jeffrey's girl, I wish that I had Jeffrey's girl
Why can't I find a woman like that, like Jeffrey's girl
And I'm looking in the mirror all the time, wondering what she don't see in me
I've been funny I've been cool with the lines
Ain't that the way loves suppose to be
Tell me where can I find a woman like that
You know I wish that I had Jeffrey's girl
I wish that I had Jeffrey's girl
I want Jeffrey's girl

A Man's Fantasy VI

Cally's fingers fucked her pussy harder and harder and she was on the verge, Cally said nothing but there was a fire in her eyes as she nuzzled her face into Ana's breasts and hungrily began to suck them and pull them with her mouth. That was all Ana needed, she felt electricity flowing through her as her back arched and she gasped for air, she felt her body spasm uncontrollably. Cally felt the rush of warmth and a part of her was scared, scared to taste this, but she knew she had to, she had worked for it, now she wanted to consume her prize. She lowered her head and her tongue reached inside Ana, it was warm and creamy and sweet. She licked out all she could and then looked at Ana and licked her lips. Ana smiled, "wow, we should do that again." Cally was about to suggest they go at it again after a snack break but the noise of a key in the door made both girls turn. It was Cally's boyfriend who stared in complete amazement and shock. Cally smiled at him, "hey handsome, wanna play with us?"...

A Man's Fantasy V

Her tongue rolling overall of these new curves and valleys with a mounting excitement. She searched and finally found the spot where she knew Ana wanted her tongue to taste. She slid her smooth tongue over Ana's clit and then flicked it playfully, quickly, and listened to Ana begin to moan, more and more urgently.
She pulled her tongue out only for a moment to teasingly speak to Ana. "Oh, you like that? You want me to lick your pussy again?" Ana shivered slightly and her breathing was heavy. "God yes, I really need you to keep going", Cally smiled mischieviously to herself and replied, "hmm, guess you better earn it then..." Ana knew right away what Cally wanted. Ana's tongue darted in and out of Cally's hole now it was Cally's turn to moan. Her moans turned into urgent cries of lust as Ana moved her tongue to Cally's engorged clit and began playing and swirling around it. Slowly she took two fingers and eased them into the wet hot pussy. Harder and harder she drove them into Cally. In and out, in and out.
All the while giving Cally's clit all the attention it deserved. Meanwhile Cally had pushed her head back down between Ana's legs and was licking and sucking and flicking, wanting desperately to make Ana cum so she could taste it.
However it was Cally who felt the twinge of orgasm before Ana. She felt it rising up from her core, like a drug flying through her veins getting more and more intense until she felt the pleasure take her over. Her body stiffened and she cried out again and again as the waves of pleasure kept flowing, Ana felt the warm cum seep onto her fingers and she removed them so she could lick out the rest. Cally dismounted and slinked over on top of Ana, "your turn." Her lips went to Ana's and she could taste the sweetness of her pussy and cum on Ana's mouth. In her lusty state Ana was vaguely aware that Cally had run her hand over tits and was now playfully sticking her fingers up into Ana and rythmically rubbing her spot. "Open your legs, wider" Cally commanded. Ana knew she would finish soon and did as she was told. She felt Cally's tits rub against her and felt her fingers probing into her even harder, her other hand ran little circles on her clit.

A Man's Fantasy IV

Cally loved having Ana's fingers being pushed so roughly up her pussy. She closed her eyes and concentrated on how good Ana's fingers felt inside her. "Fuck my fingers", Ana commanded. Cally's body rode up and down against Ana's fingers and her breath was raspy as she moaned more and her own hand moved down and began to rub her own clit while continuing to ride Ana's fingers, pushing them deep inside her. Something in Ana's body made her pull her fingers out and put them in her mouth. She had to know how Cally tasted right now. Cally pouted slightly but quickly forgave Ana as she watched the fingers disappear into Ana's mouth and saw her lips wrap around them. The sweetness of Cally's body sent shivers through Ana and she craved more. Cally watched as Ana pushed her legs apart and put her face between them. She gasped as she felt Ana's tongue touch and play on her clit. Ana played and played with Cally's clit and in and out of her pussy. Cally's legs shook slightly and Ana heard her moans both grateful and begging, pleading for more.
Cally gently tugged Ana's hair to make her stop. Ana looked up into Cally's shining green eyes, "You want a taste?" Cally smiled, "I think we should 69." Ana was hot, wet, and ready to go. She automatically lay her naked body down on Cally's bed and watched Cally with lust as she crawled on top of her and positioned herself so she could put her tongue inside Ana. Cally's mind raced, she had never touched any other woman let alone tasted one. She was nervous but very curious as well. Her heart beat fast as she felt Ana's strong tongue stroke her again.
She moaned loudly and lowered her head to Ana's smooth flesh and slowly lick from one end to the other. She felt Ana buck slightly under her. A strange new taste filled her mouth and Cally yearned for more, she licked again faster this time, and again.

A Man's Fantasy III

Ana let her hands move up to Cally's hard tits visible through her tight shirt, she rubbed them and burried her face in Cally's deep cleavage, covering it with her hungry lips and limber tongue. Ana pulled Cally's shirt over her head, she then wrapped her arms around and unhooked Cally's bra, letting her full breasts spring forth with a slight bounce. Ana's breath was raspy and she could feel her pussy ache for Cally. She kissed her neck and used both hands to cup Cally's breasts, she rubbed and pulled at the hard warm tits. Cally pulled the girls lips to hers and kissed her roughly with a little tug at her dark hair. Cally suddenly pulled away and got up off the bed. "I'm sorry did I go too far?" Ana was worried. "No" Cally said solemly, "I think I want to try this, I think I kinda like it." Ana was relieved, "I'd like to do this too, you're gorgeous." Ana lowered her mouth to Cally's breasts and began to suck on them and flick her tongue over them. Cally moaned and Ana stopped only long enough to remove her own shirt and bra. Cally's eyes gleamed excitedly and she grabbed both breasts while leaning in for Ana's mouth again. Ana took off Cally's pants and slowly slid the silky black panties down her shapely legs. "Still ok?" Ana asked as she took off her own pants and panties. Cally smiled, "yeah." Ana's mouth and hands were all over Cally's breasts caressing, sucking, and pulling. Slowly her hands and fingers found Cally's warm wet pussy. Cally moaned a little and Ana ran her fingers along her slit and eased them into the warm wet pussy. Ana wanted to push her tongue into that hot pussy but held off. "Harder", Cally whispered, Ana was only too happy to be hard with her fingers.

A Man's Fantasy II

Cally didn't answer but laid down on the bed with a serious look on her face. "I'm not sure what to think right now" she said slowly. Ana laid down on her aside next to her watching Cally's eyes stare up at the ceiling. Ana waited a few minutes for Cally to go on, all the while staring at the body that lay next to her. The tight silky low shirt that let Cally's breasts spill over slightly, the hard tits that poked out from inside the black lace bra, the curvy hips uncovered by Cally's low slung jeans. Ana was tingly and aching.
Finally Ana spoke, "did you like it?" Callys eyes flashed wildly to Ana's. "Yes" she thoughtlessly ran her tongue over her lips. "You want to try it again?" Ana ventured. "Yes" Cally answered simply. Ana rolled closer and bent down to Cally's waiting mouth. Again Ana kissed Cally, but now there was no pulling back from Cally.
The girls lay in Cally's bed and kissed eachother. Ana was excited, Cally was horny, so despite her never having kissed another girl she dared to let her hand roam to Ana's back. Ana felt Cally's hand under her shirt on her bare back. Ana was horny now too, just the touch of Cally's fingers down her back and she knew...she wanted Cally out of these clothes. Finally Ana pulled away abd sat up, Cally followed suit, sitting with her legs spread and draped over Ana's. Tipsy now Ana became more daring and Cally more willing.

A Man's Fantasy I

The girls were on Cally's bed working on the school project. Ana noticed that Cally had glitter on her cheek, Cally looked up and their eyes met. Ana's brown eyes were momentarily lost in Cally's hazel ones. "You got some glitter on you" Ana said and ran her hand over Cally's face letting it linger longer than needed, slowly she let it move over Cally's soft face and away.
Cally smirked and they went back to the project. Ana wondered if she had gone to far with the glitter. As her mind wandered she was only too aware that Cally had taken off her hoodie and now wore only a tight undershirt that hugged her curves and showed large full breasts. Cally set down her pen and notebook, "I need a break, you want a drink? I only have vodka and milk though," she said and grinned. "Vodka sounds good" Ana answered. The more the girls passed around the vodka the happier they got and the more they giggled. Cally poked the veins in Ana's arms and without thinking Ana put her hand on Cally's. Cally looked up and laughed and put a hand on Ana's other arm and ran it down to her fingers. In the moment Ana's liquid courage got the best of her and she laid a hand on the back of Cally's head and slowly moved in eyeing her full lips hungrily. Their lips touched. To Ana's pleassure Cally was returning her kiss. Cally pulled away first, "i've never done that before...kissed another girl." Ana smiled, "not bad right?"

Home, Home on the Range

I can't help but dream longingly of having my own house lately. Could it be because I went to sit on the couch recently and could not even find it under all of the art supplies that were not mine? Or perhaps its the two pairs of underwear in the bathroom that do not belong to me. Or maybe, just maybe it was the moment that I went to blow my nose and noticed someone had used the last of the toilet paper and had not replaced it for the next person that drove me to think these crazy thoughts about having my own place where things don't need to look like hell with random shit all over the place...
I so look forward to decorating this imaginary home of mine, what will adorn the walls and what type of shower curtain will hang up. The normal girly thoughts of someone that has never lived alone and had the power to choose everything they want or don't want in their home.
Black and red bedspread, black panels and burgundy sheers on the window with a black rod and curved phinials. Elaborate candelabaras and other gothic and renaissance tidbits around the room. A tropical fun bathroom with teals and lime greens all around. A rockabilly kitchen with 50's style aspects all over and whole mess of seafoam green kitchen appliences to match. An uncluttered livingroom with a tv and furniture and some family portraits would be the icing to my little cupcake home.
Some day soon...