Rage: (noun) A fit of violent anger
Hurt: (verb used with object) To cause mental pain to; offend or grieve
Last night Boo told me that 4 of his friends roomates "messed around" and then mentioned that he wouldn't be mad at me if I did that. He said as long as he didn't know the guy or guys and I asked him before hand that he wouldn't be mad...what kind of a man tells their girlfriend that? Where I thought it was kinda hot I thought it was also very strange. I asked if he would be ok with it because it would get him going to see me with another guy and that didn't seem to be the case.
So, what other reason would a man say that...maybe if he was sleeping with someone else, or had, then this would be his way of "making it up" to his girl. My cousin and I talked about that idea and half jokingly I say, "dude I'm gunna text him right now and ask him if he slept with ex" (you will remember ex from a previous post) and we kinda laughed. I wasn't laughing, however when he responded with "why?"...everybody knows that means yes...and it did. He admitted that he had slept with her.
I was crushed.
And hurt.
And so full of rage.
I think most of all I just felt betrayed, by the man that is supposed to love me.
