Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater
You don't need to bother;I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping fartherBut once I hold on,I won't let go 'til it bleeds
Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my faceShell forgotten
with its memoriesDiaries leftwith cryptic entries
And you don't need to bother;I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping fartherBut once I hold on,I won't let go 'til it bleeds
You don't need to bother;I don't need to beI'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on:
I'll never live down my deceit